“If Only”
I am the kind of person who really likes to know what is going on. Even when I was a little girl and it had nothing to do with me, I still liked to know what was happening. I distinctly remembering one time my mom jokingly told me that I was nosy (probably because I was). To which I replied, “No I am not, I just liked to know things.” To me that sounded WAY better than nosy. I would love to tell you today, that the feeling of wanting to know what is going on has gone away. It hasn’t, in fact now more than ever do I have this desperate feeling of, I need to know what is going on. It is not this feeling of I have to know what is going on with other people, but what is going on in my life. God, what are you doing? Please help me see because I am really struggling to understand. Since the beginning of the year, I started a new devotional, and on days when I need it the most the Lord just really shows out. In the last two weeks He has spoken straight to my need for that day. Agai...